I am not a slave. I love to be physically tortured (e.g., spanking, whipping, etc.), but I am not the person to follow the commands and rules of a mistress. Of course, if I am asked to take off my clothes, bend over, hold my hands on my back, etc., I will definitely follow the instruction. But I do not like being commanded to kiss the mistress, worship her body, or even clean the room, wash the clothes. Perhaps the most accurate word that describes me is masochist.
As I mentioned above, I love being tortured especially through corporal punishment. I especially like the severe caning and whipping, the harder the better. At the moment, I am still not clear about my upper limit for the pain since none of the dominatrix that tortured me could spank me beyond my limit, although it was already very severe. I should be able to tolerate very severe corporal punishment, even if it will break my skin.